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...as a little girl, I always knew life was more than it seemed. Something felt missing.... I grew up in a Christian home...but it was not until I accepted My Savior that I started to understand that there was a life beyond the one I was living...I believed strongly in the power of the Holy Spirit (Ruach Ha' Kodech)...I could feel a definite shift from the day I was born again....and the magical life that awaited me as a spiritual being. We are not simply human beings, but rather, we are spiritual beings having a human experience....I was young but I understood and felt privileged, and excited...

 

 

 

This understanding has transformed how I view my life and the world around me. It also made me feel like an outcast and alone. The mundane life felt mediocre. I wanted more but felt stuck somewhere in between... I had to try and balance my life with reality and the world that I was longing for... As a child, I did not know how to explain what I was feeling or even have words that could have the right meaning to what I was feeling... That forced me to live in my own secret bubble... Now that I am older I can see that my secret bubble was actually protecting me from a very cruel world.

 

When I first accepted My Savior, I was taught that I was now a new creation in Christ. I was no longer defined by my past mistakes or shortcomings, but rather, I was defined by my relationship with My Heavenly Family.... at that age, I did not have a past yet because I was only child but as I got older it was as if life caught up with me and I found myself in darkness, lost and once again alone... but this loneliness had no soft whisper and I longed to be a child again.....

 

For the first time out of my desperation, I screamed from deep within my being a silent cry that hurt so much...It got lost in life's clutter....but I realized that I was never alone and my Heavenly Family waited for me to accept their presence again. I felt a sense of freedom and purpose that I had never experienced before. Once again knowing, that there is more....

 

As I grew in my faith, I began to understand that Ruhach Ha' Kodesh was not just a vague concept, but rather, a real and powerful force in my life like I felt when I was a little girl. I began to experience the power of Ruach Ha' Kodesh in my prayer life, my relationships, and my daily interactions with the world around me. I found that when I was open to the leading of Ruach Ha' Kodesh, I was able to see the world in a new and magical way. Being a believer in Christ has also helped me to see the world through a lens of hope and optimism. While there is no denying that there is pain and suffering in the world, I know that Abba YHWH is ultimately in control and that there is a greater purpose to our lives than what we can see in the here and now. This understanding has brought me a sense of peace and comfort during difficult times. I am grateful for the magical life that I have as a spiritual being and for the knowledge that I am more than just a human. To experience the power of the Ruach Ha' Kodesh in my daily life is priceless.

 

As a Christian, I also believe in the power of forgiveness. I know that I am not perfect and that I will make mistakes, but I also know that through the grace of Abba YHWH, I can be forgiven. This understanding has helped me to extend grace and forgiveness to others, even when it is difficult.

 

Forgiveness is powerful and has the ability to heal wounds, restore relationships, and bring peace to our lives. It is an act of letting go of the hurt, pain, and anger that we may feel towards someone who has wronged us. It is a decision to release ourselves from the negative emotions that can consume us and to extend grace and mercy to those who have hurt us.....

 

People say that forgiveness is not for the other person it's for you to be free, but I disagree because in the spiritual world what a person feels towards another person is also bondage for that person without him knowing it.... FORGIVENESS heels both...

 

forgiveness is not easy, but it is necessary for our own well-being the health of our relationships, and the health of our bodies. Unforgiveness, hate, and bitterness make your body sick too. The power of forgiveness lies in its ability to transform our lives and health. When we choose to forgive, we let go of the negative emotions that can hold us captive. We free ourselves from the burden of anger, resentment, and bitterness and open ourselves up to healing and restoration......

 

forgiveness allows us to move forward in our lives, to let go of the past, and to embrace a brighter future....

 

forgiveness also has the power to restore relationships. When we forgive someone who has wronged us, we open the door for reconciliation. We create the opportunity to rebuild trust, to heal wounds, and to strengthen our connection with others....

 

forgiveness can be a powerful catalyst for growth and transformation, both in ourselves and in the people we forgive. Another aspect of the power of forgiveness is its ability to bring peace to our lives. Holding onto anger, resentment, and bitterness can be incredibly draining, both emotionally and physically. It can rob us of our joy and our peace of mind. When we choose to forgive, we release ourselves from this burden and allow ourselves to experience the peace that comes with letting go of negativity.

 

One of the most important things to remember about forgiveness is that it is not a one-time event. Forgiveness is a process that takes time and effort. It may require us to work through our emotions, seek guidance and support from others, and intentionally choose to extend grace and mercy to those who have hurt us.

 

Forgiveness is not always easy, but it is always worth it. It is important to note that forgiveness does not mean ignoring or excusing the behavior of someone who has wronged us. It does not mean that we have to forget what has happened or pretend like everything is okay....

 

forgiveness is about acknowledging the pain that we have experienced, choosing to let go of the negative emotions that come with that pain, and moving forward in a way that is healthy and productive. In conclusion, the power of forgiveness is undeniable. It has the ability to heal wounds, restore relationships, restore health, and bring peace to our lives......

 

forgiveness is a decision to release ourselves from the negative emotions that can consume us and to extend grace and mercy to those who have hurt us. When we choose to forgive, we open ourselves up to healing, growth, and transformation....

 

When I FORGAVE, I was set free...

Yolandi  van der Merwe

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